Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Update on Meee

Hello,
Been a long time, wanted to talk about how I feel right now. I'm in a much better space mentally than I've been in a long time, from my previous posts you'd think I would've never gotten out of that funk I was in, but I did. I'm at a job that I like and am far removed from all the drama, {most of which I created}. I feel really good about where I am. It's funny, before I was the one the needed the boost, that always needed the "pick me up", now I'm the one keep others' heads up, feels so good. I wish I could pinpoint a time where this change happen, I guess it doesn't matter, it has happened and I'm super glad about it.

It's like now I can focus on being a better man, a better friend, I can't express how happy I am in the regard. Most importantly I can treat those closest to me the right way and give them the attention they deserve, gone are the as I call em "lost days". Days that I wasted being in a funk, where I was depressed, down on myself, angry for no reason. Of course those days still happen, but they are very few and far between and I recognize them and am able to move forward much faster.

I always talk about when will my time come, it seems it was there all along, I just had to see it!!